An wide-angle analysis of the situation suggests a rather alarming thing… …
I am kind of burning out mentally, and need to take a break from my programming work, I am sure my shrink friends will say that I am headed for a breakdown.
Sounds logical – the feeling of boredom is the mind’s way of telling that it no longer wants this milieu – Ever since I stopped going to to the clinic my schedule essentially consists of waking up walking next doors working like mad powered by the adrenalin rush of dead lines, new ideas and client demands. Thankfully Swati has been particular about food and walks so the damage is not much physically, but signs are there – I have put on about 5 Kgs mainly around the middle – Ugh!
So the solution is to expedite the completion of my OPD, more physical exercise, and taking up my old hobby of sketching a bit seriously. Yes nice old fashioned way with paper and pencil.